I think I've gained weight again. I'm not the kind of girl who cares about every ounce on her body, after all, I love food. However, due to my recent schedule and the kind of work I had been doing, I felt hungry really early and really easily... In another word, I ate more. >_> And honestly, I think I don't need to gain more weight for I am already overweight. >_>; *grumble* Even if it's gonig to "right" place... It still sucks. >_>
Har-har-har... Someone just IMed me and said that he was some GameFaqsian but I told him I don't go on GameFaq and now he's flipping out. I think I'm amused, but I have to head off to bed soon. It's past 10pm, way past my bed time. Isn't it sad? By next week, I have to go to bed by 8pm. >_>
Nothing much is up, for those who go on the ToS board, I'm not mad. I'm not angry. It takes a tremendous of effort to get me seriously angry. I get pissed off easily, but I don't get angry. I know for sure it's because people are still able to find me and talk to me. If I'm angry, I'll drop from the face of the earth and no one can find me, nor would I talk to anyone. *shrug* Simple as that. I was going to post a new discussion question, but since GCN had done it already, I thought I'll let his discussion questions run for a while, then I'll post mine. I'll let everyone have fun with the questions for a while, they are pretty good questions anyway, so why not?
Aside from that... Chiko bought a set of new sketch books. ^_^; One can never have too many sketch books. I also picked up more pastels since I somehow... Can't find the original set I bought from Pearl Arts, and I hope to finish my "Bath Time" drawing one day... So I bought 2 sets. One "basic" set and one "Landscape" set. Hmm... Trees... And... LE PENs. <3 *dies* I found some Le Pens at AC Moore today, so I finally have drawing pens again! I did buy a couple sets (Faber Castell) the other day from Office Max, but I wasn't too happy with the selection... So I was looking for more. >_> Pens... Pens... Pens... *ish happy*
Although I wanted to post some serious thoughts on here, I think I'll give it a rest for the day. I'm kind of taking a break from LJ. I don't know, I just don't have the urge to post as much as I used to. On top of that, I just don't have the time to. *sigh* It's bedtime for the old lady. Oyasumi-nasai.
Edit: I'm debating, but I think I might be taking a short break from the forum for a few days, to cool down my head for a bit. I just read someone's new comment on a few things, and I'm trying not to get upset over some silly things. I've grew up and am old enough to think before I act. I've already made the tension on the thread bad enough, I don't need to make it worse. I know I am more than capable of doing so, but I gain nothing from it, therefore, I don't see the reason of doing it. One might think that I'm overreacting and I should calm down a bit. The thing is, this is not the first time and it might or might not be the last time. And in all honesty, I was hurt and I'm tired of it. I generally let it slide and brushed it off, but it happened too many times. There were numerous times where snappy (possibly sarcastic, which I can't pick up) comments were threw at me, and I can't respond to them appropriately but act stupid, in order to brush it off. I had previously mentioned and told him, if anything I was doing and saying made him uncomfortable, SAY SO and I won't do it again. So don't use that against me right now. However, I never knew if this is just the way how he jokes or not, it was unclear to me and it upset me a great deal. It's mainly because, it's not the first time, or the second time, or the third time, or the fourth time. It happened too many times. So many times to the point where I STOPPED talking to him on IM, it's because I CANNOT talk to him anymore. I am unable to make a conversation with someone just because all I get back is snappy sarcastic comments. Even when I'm asked for a "second opinion", most of my "second opinions" got blown away with snappy comments. I really don't need to deal with it right now. I don't want to make it turn ugly, therefore, I'm going to retract myself for a couple of days. I don't want a flame war, I don't expect others to get caught between the two of us, I don't want others to really get involved with the issues between us, therefore, it's best if I take the time to recover. Even for a day or two. And... If you guys are still reading this. I would really appreciate it if you don't bring it up to him or direct him to here. This would be my little venting sanctuary. And... If I have to work something out, I will work it out with this person. As much as I hate confrontation, I did it once in order to save a friendship, I could do it again.
Har-har-har... Someone just IMed me and said that he was some GameFaqsian but I told him I don't go on GameFaq and now he's flipping out. I think I'm amused, but I have to head off to bed soon. It's past 10pm, way past my bed time. Isn't it sad? By next week, I have to go to bed by 8pm. >_>
Nothing much is up, for those who go on the ToS board, I'm not mad. I'm not angry. It takes a tremendous of effort to get me seriously angry. I get pissed off easily, but I don't get angry. I know for sure it's because people are still able to find me and talk to me. If I'm angry, I'll drop from the face of the earth and no one can find me, nor would I talk to anyone. *shrug* Simple as that. I was going to post a new discussion question, but since GCN had done it already, I thought I'll let his discussion questions run for a while, then I'll post mine. I'll let everyone have fun with the questions for a while, they are pretty good questions anyway, so why not?
Aside from that... Chiko bought a set of new sketch books. ^_^; One can never have too many sketch books. I also picked up more pastels since I somehow... Can't find the original set I bought from Pearl Arts, and I hope to finish my "Bath Time" drawing one day... So I bought 2 sets. One "basic" set and one "Landscape" set. Hmm... Trees... And... LE PENs. <3 *dies* I found some Le Pens at AC Moore today, so I finally have drawing pens again! I did buy a couple sets (Faber Castell) the other day from Office Max, but I wasn't too happy with the selection... So I was looking for more. >_> Pens... Pens... Pens... *ish happy*
Although I wanted to post some serious thoughts on here, I think I'll give it a rest for the day. I'm kind of taking a break from LJ. I don't know, I just don't have the urge to post as much as I used to. On top of that, I just don't have the time to. *sigh* It's bedtime for the old lady. Oyasumi-nasai.
Edit: I'm debating, but I think I might be taking a short break from the forum for a few days, to cool down my head for a bit. I just read someone's new comment on a few things, and I'm trying not to get upset over some silly things. I've grew up and am old enough to think before I act. I've already made the tension on the thread bad enough, I don't need to make it worse. I know I am more than capable of doing so, but I gain nothing from it, therefore, I don't see the reason of doing it. One might think that I'm overreacting and I should calm down a bit. The thing is, this is not the first time and it might or might not be the last time. And in all honesty, I was hurt and I'm tired of it. I generally let it slide and brushed it off, but it happened too many times. There were numerous times where snappy (possibly sarcastic, which I can't pick up) comments were threw at me, and I can't respond to them appropriately but act stupid, in order to brush it off. I had previously mentioned and told him, if anything I was doing and saying made him uncomfortable, SAY SO and I won't do it again. So don't use that against me right now. However, I never knew if this is just the way how he jokes or not, it was unclear to me and it upset me a great deal. It's mainly because, it's not the first time, or the second time, or the third time, or the fourth time. It happened too many times. So many times to the point where I STOPPED talking to him on IM, it's because I CANNOT talk to him anymore. I am unable to make a conversation with someone just because all I get back is snappy sarcastic comments. Even when I'm asked for a "second opinion", most of my "second opinions" got blown away with snappy comments. I really don't need to deal with it right now. I don't want to make it turn ugly, therefore, I'm going to retract myself for a couple of days. I don't want a flame war, I don't expect others to get caught between the two of us, I don't want others to really get involved with the issues between us, therefore, it's best if I take the time to recover. Even for a day or two. And... If you guys are still reading this. I would really appreciate it if you don't bring it up to him or direct him to here. This would be my little venting sanctuary. And... If I have to work something out, I will work it out with this person. As much as I hate confrontation, I did it once in order to save a friendship, I could do it again.