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B, this one is for you:
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It'll take a while to download for you. >_> But... I'm so it's worth the wait for you. ^_^;
Anyway, busy, busy, busy, busy. @_@ Very busy. I had been doing a lot of random doodles, mostly on Chiko, and mostly unfinished works. Other than that... ._. I have no time to draw at all... *sigh* TT_TT Well, that's it!![:O]( ":O (Eek)")
Remember, next kiriban is 3,000! It's the only way to get me to draw something~ XD
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It'll take a while to download for you. >_> But... I'm so it's worth the wait for you. ^_^;
Anyway, busy, busy, busy, busy. @_@ Very busy. I had been doing a lot of random doodles, mostly on Chiko, and mostly unfinished works. Other than that... ._. I have no time to draw at all... *sigh* TT_TT Well, that's it!
Remember, next kiriban is 3,000! It's the only way to get me to draw something~ XD
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So I bought myself a 3 months DA account. >_>~ Just the other day, I came to my DA watchlist and saw... Errr... Too many deviantions. T_Ta So I decided that I could afford $8 and buy myself an account for 3 months, until I really do feel like spending $30 to get a year subscription. >_> Um. Yeah.
Anyway, I haven't done any real drawing recently. A lot of random scribbles that not many people would appreciate or understand the jokes behind them. >_> Just like this afternoon, instead of writing the RP post, I slept and scribbled a picture of Chiko in an apron~ Right. Not something I'll be posting, since it's a pretty bad scribble... Um... La-la-la? I'll go back writing in a bit, before someone strangles me. >_> *sweatdrops*
Now I really do start feeling really old. I've just learned from two of my friends that they'll be moving in with their boyfriends and settling down. I don't mean a small move... I'm talking about moving from PA to BC... PA as in Pennsylvania to BC, British Columbia... ._. Then my other friend is going to move from the boondock in Japan to Osaka... And they talked about getting married already. @_@ Oi, oi, oi~ Now, no one should ask about "me". XD Because, I will bite~
Next up. Work. T_T; I just remembered this evening, errr... Didn't I want to go back to school for one class? @_@ Eep! I totally forgot about readmission. *kicks self* ._. I better do it soon if that's something I want to do, before it's too late to enroll. I have been really busy with work, I won't have a day off until the beginning of August, and I'm seriously thinking of taking a week off during the last week of August. Either to travel, or to do nothing. I need to give myself a break. *shrugs* Though I'll have to talk to my parents and see if they're okay with me taking a week off. Taking a week off = No money. No money = I cannot pay for my bills. ._. So... Hmm... Decision, decision, decision... Well, I'll talk to my parents later on this week and see what they'll say. I'll figure something out with them. Though my parents really want me to start driving. T_Ta It's still summer, so it's okay for me to walk to work. (A 45 minutes walk.) But when winter comes, I won't be able to walk... Or at least the walk is *not* going to be pleasant... So... Errr... I'm trying to put it off, but I know I'll have to do it soon. And I'll have to save up. ._. *sniffles* I'm so broke~~~ >_>
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Anyway, I haven't done any real drawing recently. A lot of random scribbles that not many people would appreciate or understand the jokes behind them. >_> Just like this afternoon, instead of writing the RP post, I slept and scribbled a picture of Chiko in an apron~ Right. Not something I'll be posting, since it's a pretty bad scribble... Um... La-la-la? I'll go back writing in a bit, before someone strangles me. >_> *sweatdrops*
Now I really do start feeling really old. I've just learned from two of my friends that they'll be moving in with their boyfriends and settling down. I don't mean a small move... I'm talking about moving from PA to BC... PA as in Pennsylvania to BC, British Columbia... ._. Then my other friend is going to move from the boondock in Japan to Osaka... And they talked about getting married already. @_@ Oi, oi, oi~ Now, no one should ask about "me". XD Because, I will bite~
Next up. Work. T_T; I just remembered this evening, errr... Didn't I want to go back to school for one class? @_@ Eep! I totally forgot about readmission. *kicks self* ._. I better do it soon if that's something I want to do, before it's too late to enroll. I have been really busy with work, I won't have a day off until the beginning of August, and I'm seriously thinking of taking a week off during the last week of August. Either to travel, or to do nothing. I need to give myself a break. *shrugs* Though I'll have to talk to my parents and see if they're okay with me taking a week off. Taking a week off = No money. No money = I cannot pay for my bills. ._. So... Hmm... Decision, decision, decision... Well, I'll talk to my parents later on this week and see what they'll say. I'll figure something out with them. Though my parents really want me to start driving. T_Ta It's still summer, so it's okay for me to walk to work. (A 45 minutes walk.) But when winter comes, I won't be able to walk... Or at least the walk is *not* going to be pleasant... So... Errr... I'm trying to put it off, but I know I'll have to do it soon. And I'll have to save up. ._. *sniffles* I'm so broke~~~ >_>
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*falls over and crashes* It's finally Sunday. T_T; But I didn't wake up until 2:30, and I really feel like going back to bed... ._. So that means I won't get anything done today~ Wee...? Now that I could do header and footer stuff... ._. Maybe I should pretty up my journal... Maybe, if I could hurl my lazy arse to actually do something... T.T;
I still haven't made up my mind about my so called... Vacation thing at the end of August. >_>~ It's coming up soon... ._. So if I want some time off of work, I better decide in a week. >_> Waaahhhh!!! But I think I should find out by the end of next week, I want to know if I'll have to meet a deadline for ETM or not. Tim told me I'll have to go back working on the Greenwich project, but he didn't say if we'll get to design it or not... ._. I just hope I'll get a design project soon. >_
Aside from that... I want Meron. >_> (No, no, not Melon, the green fruit, but MER-ON.) *eyes Silver* I'm not saying I'm not a Merin fangirl anymore. But I just really want some Meron. >__> My birthday was in June. Heh.) Now I want to do some Meron doodles... ._. Wee...? All I have time for is random sketchy doodles, nothing refined... Nothing presentable... >_>
Oh, yes. B... ._. The Mall of America is probably far from where you are... ._.; But just letting you know that Lindt is going to open up a shop there sometimes within the near future.![:x]( ":x (Mad)")
They are slowly but surely expanding to the West Coast and some of the major cities. >_> So... If... It's... Within a decent distant from where you live, maybe you could stock up on chocolate once they are open up. ^_^;
PS: Am very much addicted to Koda Kumi~
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*falls over and crashes* It's finally Sunday. T_T; But I didn't wake up until 2:30, and I really feel like going back to bed... ._. So that means I won't get anything done today~ Wee...? Now that I could do header and footer stuff... ._. Maybe I should pretty up my journal... Maybe, if I could hurl my lazy arse to actually do something... T.T;
I still haven't made up my mind about my so called... Vacation thing at the end of August. >_>~ It's coming up soon... ._. So if I want some time off of work, I better decide in a week. >_> Waaahhhh!!! But I think I should find out by the end of next week, I want to know if I'll have to meet a deadline for ETM or not. Tim told me I'll have to go back working on the Greenwich project, but he didn't say if we'll get to design it or not... ._. I just hope I'll get a design project soon. >_
Aside from that... I want Meron. >_> (No, no, not Melon, the green fruit, but MER-ON.) *eyes Silver* I'm not saying I'm not a Merin fangirl anymore. But I just really want some Meron. >__> My birthday was in June. Heh.) Now I want to do some Meron doodles... ._. Wee...? All I have time for is random sketchy doodles, nothing refined... Nothing presentable... >_>
Oh, yes. B... ._. The Mall of America is probably far from where you are... ._.; But just letting you know that Lindt is going to open up a shop there sometimes within the near future.
They are slowly but surely expanding to the West Coast and some of the major cities. >_> So... If... It's... Within a decent distant from where you live, maybe you could stock up on chocolate once they are open up. ^_^;PS: Am very much addicted to Koda Kumi~
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(Yes, this has to do with my poll...)
So I was seriously bored out of my skull today at work, it's not because I don't have anything to do, it's because there was no one to talk to. I probably spoke about... 50 words by 5pm. Anyway, so when "Beautiful" popped up in my PDA, I came across this part:
"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today"
And later on, I is replaced by "you", and "we" in the last verse. So a thought popped into my head, would words... Hurt more? Or silent treatment hurts more? I can't really decide, I actually spent quite a bit of time thinking about this question, while cursing Vlad off since his spellings were killing me.
Don't let my thoughts influent what you have to say, but I really want to hear others' opinions on this.
I thought, and felt that Verbal Abuses hurt immediately, you feel the pain right away. And it'll take forever to recover, and often time, might push you over the edge and so you'll attempt to do something stupid, or silly. The effect is immediate and often time, leave you in fear and depression...
With Silent Treatment, you don't realise it right away, it takes you a while to realise what's being dealt to you, and how it's slowly eating you up. It hurts you in a completely different way, and I think one might go a little crazy after while, because you're deprived from your basic love and attention. And when this person gets older, s/he might demand more and more attention. When s/he doesn't get what s/he wants, someone else might get hurt.
As of now, I'm leaning more toward Verbal Abuses, since I know I cannot handle someone yelling or screaming at me. At the same time, when someone completely neglects your existence, it hurts a lot too. So. Humph. I really can't decide... Does anyone have anything to say about this?
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So I was seriously bored out of my skull today at work, it's not because I don't have anything to do, it's because there was no one to talk to. I probably spoke about... 50 words by 5pm. Anyway, so when "Beautiful" popped up in my PDA, I came across this part:
"I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today"
And later on, I is replaced by "you", and "we" in the last verse. So a thought popped into my head, would words... Hurt more? Or silent treatment hurts more? I can't really decide, I actually spent quite a bit of time thinking about this question, while cursing Vlad off since his spellings were killing me.
Don't let my thoughts influent what you have to say, but I really want to hear others' opinions on this.
I thought, and felt that Verbal Abuses hurt immediately, you feel the pain right away. And it'll take forever to recover, and often time, might push you over the edge and so you'll attempt to do something stupid, or silly. The effect is immediate and often time, leave you in fear and depression...
With Silent Treatment, you don't realise it right away, it takes you a while to realise what's being dealt to you, and how it's slowly eating you up. It hurts you in a completely different way, and I think one might go a little crazy after while, because you're deprived from your basic love and attention. And when this person gets older, s/he might demand more and more attention. When s/he doesn't get what s/he wants, someone else might get hurt.
As of now, I'm leaning more toward Verbal Abuses, since I know I cannot handle someone yelling or screaming at me. At the same time, when someone completely neglects your existence, it hurts a lot too. So. Humph. I really can't decide... Does anyone have anything to say about this?
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Humph. Is it me, of the recent Daily Deviations are... Umm... Almost like "Covered up pornography"? I personally am not against sexy, provacative, daring, and tasteful works... (Bear with me for a bit, I just woke up and my brain is a bit fried.) I feel like... A lot of these deviations were done to get attention... They did them to get pageviews, to get hits... I know that people love sexy and risque materials... But... Seeing that every other Daily Deviation is one woman after another stripped naked, or tied up in latex... It leaves a bad taste in my mouth...
I don't deny that I do some "risque" drawings... But at least I try to do it with taste... Or... Humour... I know that some of you might not think of it that way... But I definitely don't do stuff to get attention... At least not that kind of attention... It would make me uncomfortable to know that people only like my drawings/works is because... It's sexual... And... It turns them on... ._. Oi, oi, oi. Okay. My brain is fried. My writing is slipping... And I better get ready to head off to the City. >_> Wee~
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I don't deny that I do some "risque" drawings... But at least I try to do it with taste... Or... Humour... I know that some of you might not think of it that way... But I definitely don't do stuff to get attention... At least not that kind of attention... It would make me uncomfortable to know that people only like my drawings/works is because... It's sexual... And... It turns them on... ._. Oi, oi, oi. Okay. My brain is fried. My writing is slipping... And I better get ready to head off to the City. >_> Wee~
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Not So Devious Journal Entry
-_- I haven't uploaded or worked on anything seriously for the past... Oh... Few months? Life had been really busy, I'm juggling between work, school, and family. The last one was the one that ate up most of my time and energy. I've done a lot of doodles and sketches on Chiko a while back, but I wouldn't think any of them should go into my gallery... D:
Anyway... The Red String... Does anyone know the story behind it? There's a Chinese legend that said, a red string is tied to your pinky, and the other end is tied to your other half. When 2 people are tied together by this invisible red string, they'll meet, fall in love, and get married. Who was/were I thinking about when I drew this? Hmm... I think I'll keep it to myself for now. I peronsally believe that even if you will not fall in love with someone in the future, I think you'll find someone that you could trust and share a lot of your time and thoughts with. Might it be a friend, a sister, a brother, etc.. A person who is so closed to you that you could never break that tie... A person who will understand you... A person whom you want to understand...
Now, I hope I actually made some sense. This stupid cold is really taking me over. -_- I'm sleepy and drowsy most of the day and I haven't been able to rest at all... *grumble* So now, I shall go nap~
PS: I love drawing unpopular drawings~
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Okay... ._. Does anyone know how to unfave something? Not to put the tutorial down, but... When I click to view it, by accident... I clicked "add to fave"... -.- And... I want to unfave it. I could very well leave it there and ignore it... But my policy is that... Unless I fall in love with the drawing the moment I see it, I won't fave it, even though I really-really-really-really-really like it. ._. So... Umm... Yeah. >,> Does anyone know how to unfave something?
Oh yeah. I'm so ADD when it comes to CGing. XD As much as I would love to CG "Seal of Approval"... Errr... Errr... Errr... I can't sit there long enough to play with it. And the smudge tool? -.-; Me: *smudge smudge* ._.a *smudge smudge* o_Oa *smudge smudge smudge smudge* ... Errr... What's it supposed to do? *quit PS7 and colour in markers* I'm such a fruit~ ^w^a
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So I broke down and got myself another subscription for 3 months, just because I really didn't want to see that stupid advertisement sitting there when I browse other pages. Really, the only 2 things that I really missed about having a subscription is the thumbnail previews and the lack of advertisement... -o-
Anyway. Got plenty of wonderful drawing ideas recently, but since I'm still sucking as an artist, baaaaahhhhhhhh~ *coughs* Yes. ._. Bah is all that I can say. Aside from that, we started using this wonderful little 3D programme called "Sketch Up" at work.
Besides all that, I have no social life and am tired as heck. Even though I tried to go to bed early, or tried taking an afternoon nap once I got home, I couldn't fall asleep. I got enough to keep going, but I hadn't slept enuogh to feel well-rested. Maybe I'll sleep in the living room this weekend, so the sun can't blind me at 7 in the morning... -.- *sips coffee* Hmm... Coffee... I love you. ;o;
You know what I'm really scared of? When someone asks me "why don't you have a boyfriend"? *SPIKES* *shakes off weird feeling* Last week when I talked to a friend on the phone, she asked me about "relationships", and I was like, "... Umm... It's because..." Then last Friday at work, my associate asked me that and I was like, "Errr... Well..." Luckily a customer came in and I was saved. THEN yesterday, Shaz and I were talking and she asked me, "Don't you want a relationship sometimes?" Me, "... *pats stuffed dragon on the table*" Hey, I can't help it if I don't meet people, intimidate guys around my age, only attract older freaks, and could just careless at this moment. I know within a couple of years, I'm going to get pressure from everyone, asking me why I'm not on my way to the altar... *shudders at thought* I don't know, I guess I just intimidate men... >,>a *sweatdrops* And I've seen plenty of problematic relationships and seriously, I don't want to get involved in them. (And Sarah, if you visit me next time at work and ask me that question, I'll drag you into the backroom and strangle you!) Heh, which reminds me. My Japanese teacher asked us the other day, which would we choose, a relationship or money. I said, "Okane." >_>;; I said, if you don't have money, how could you get involved in a relationship? Of course, the others in my class didn't really think of it that way... That's probably because they don't have to worry about keeping a roof over the top of their heads and putting food on the table every night...
Okay. ._. Enough slacking, need... To... Stay... Awake... And... Work... Rwar...
PS: Does anyone work with colour pencils? What colours would you recommend for skin tone and shading? (I use Prisma Colour Pencils... The same ones I had since 7th grade~ XD And you know, that a LONG time ago. Har-har-har........ -_-)
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TEN YEARS AGO I ..
1. Had Mrs. Baum and hated Bio ever since
2. Fell in love with Bachs First Piano Concerto, BWV 1052
3. Started high school in PHS
4. Saw James, the Canadian Squirrel, on the Frisbee Field for the first time
5. Really enjoyed performing so I joined the PHS Orchestra What a mistake I made
FIVE YEARS AGO I ..
1. Had some pretty bad drama with my family during the summer right before college started It wasnt pleasant
2. Started doing things with my friends after school, and was labeled as rebellious by my relatives cause I really wasnt allowed to have a social life Hmm
3. Graduated from PHS
4. First year college in RULC
5. Really-really-really-really-really hated the stupid high school drama that my friends had
ONE YEAR AGO I ..
1. Graduated from Cook
2. Move into my own apartment with my brother
3. Broke off with my relatives that I had been living with for the past 12 years
4. Umm Had issues
5. Decided to do my new manager at the time a favour and finally stepped up to become a Shift Supervisor at my part-time job
YESTERDAY I ..
1. Saw a Shiny and an Aku
2. Got really lost while wandering around NYC
3. GOT CABLE
4. My Inner Sony Fangirl was greatly disappointed by the Sony Store in NYC
5. Didnt get home until 2:15am Which Would make it today instead XD
TODAY I...
1. Woke up at 8am, even though I went to bed at 3
2. Went to Borders and realized that Tokyo Pop released a lot of new manga O_oa
3. Slept more of the day
4. Made Miso Ramen for dinner.
5. Is abusing the new Cable Modem by reading Eyeshield 21.
FIVE SNACKS I ENJOY:
1. 85% Dark Chocolate Truffle
2. Dry Seaweed
3. Won-Won rice cracker
4. Salted Cashew
5. Bubble Tea, which really isnt a snack
FIVE SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO:
1. Mary Had a Little Lamb
2. æ天ææ´å¥½
3. So Many Men
Im terrible at remembering lyrics -.-;
FIVE THINGS I WOULD DO WITH 100 MILLION DOLLARS:
1. Carefully divide the amount that I have and plan out how Im going to use and distribute it.
2. Buy a small house and get a decent new car.
3. Give to charity.
4. Keep a small amount to myself.
5. Give rest to Mother.
FIVE BAD HABITS:
1. I procrastinate, A LOT.
2. I bite my nails.
3. I get mood swings really easily, and at times, have extreme difficulty controlling it and tend to take it out on others.
4. Horrific with the phone, which reminds me I forgot to call Marina today
5. I daydream a lot
FIVE BIGGEST JOYS:
1. Sketch Up
2. The ability to draw
3. Life isnt at its best right now, but it could have been worse
4. Manga and Gaming
5. Friends and Family
FIVE FAVORITE TOYS:
1. PS2
2. GBASP
3. My Simulation PC Games
4. My stuffies
5. My shiny electroniques
FIVE PLACES I WOULD RUN AWAY TO:
1. Hong Kong
2. Kaohsiung
3. Osaka or Tokyo, Japan. (To see Janet!)
4. My apartment
5. My room
FIVE THINGS I WOULD NEVER WEAR:
1. Ultra High Heels
2. Mini Skirt
3. Halter top
4. Tattoo
5. Piercing and contact lenses
FIVE FAVORITE TV SHOWS:
1. The Daily Show with John Stewart
2. Whose Line Is It Anyway
3. Monk
I dont Really watch TV >_>;
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A quick update before I go off foraging with my brother... T_T Hm... Cow... *gets hit by Chiko* TT_TT
Anyway, I'm almost at my 4000 pageviews. O_o How did that happen? Lots of thanks to everyone who visited the page! That means, I better start working on my 4000 pageview drawing! I have 2 drawings in mind, 1 is Chiko hugging her knees, wrapped in the knighthood uniform jacket... Or 2, Chiko and Merid dressed as Lust, facing each other. >_> So, which idea do you like better~ Vote and let me know~
Aside from those two, I still have to draw MerMer as Riza Hawkeye and Brinny as Roy Mustang~ _>; People, help me decide. >,>
._. Okay, just ordered take-out, 'cause my brother and I are too lazy to go out and traffic is terrible. It's going to take us half an hour to do a 5 minutes drive. :/ So, bah.
So I'm contemplating on getting a DS for Xmas... Should I, or should I not...? I'm most likely going to get it off of Amazon, since I'll be getting another $25 coupon from them soon... Oh bah. :/ Hmm... Now. ._. Where's my takeout? D:
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